It’s such a strange feeling when one of those huge turning points in your life that you’ve been waiting for for so long is just hours away from fulfillment. I feel like so much of what I’ve done over the last couple years has been leading up to this moment—this spectacularily but understated-feeling moment of college. It’s here—it’s not years or months or even weeks away anymore. I have so many expectations and anxieties, and yet I know it—like everything else in this crazy life—will be nothing I could ever think of. And where does it leave me looking now? I’ve reached the destination, and I have yet to find another to plot my sights on.

So for now, I guess I’ll just sit back and enjoy those things right under my nose at this very moment, instead of those things I can’t even begin to see.